It's Your Birthday :)

from your sugar coma!

He's come by to wish you birthday LOVES!

It's like I'm in flight...

I LOVE ORANGE JUICE WITHOUT THE PULP!

you know why? well do you?

Because under the caps of the wee little bottles, they have codes and depending on how much you drink and save of the caps, you can get free stuff and discounts on other stuff. I just downloaded a ballet workout for free, it originally cost $11.99. I'm finally going to be able to do ballet. That's been a dream of mine since I was little.

I can't wait. I'll get fit by doing that, and Seamus (James Bland) confirmed that it will be a good workout for me. It'll help me get coordinated to. So I won't be so clumsy and get more graceful.

i'm so excited. I don't have time to do it right now, since I have to work in half an hour, but I'll definately try it tonight when I get home from work. I'm so excited.

Work is going to be a little bit boring tonight, mainly because the person I'm training will be at the register and I'll be just standing there, watching. I like having stuff to do, but I also like training people because it makes me feel a little superior. I also feel superior in the fact that I'm number one in my store for suggestive sell (That's when we get customers to buy something on impulse, I'm very good at it). I've sold over $200 worth, last week, by myself. Other co-workers of mine asked me how I did it, I've got nothing to tell them other than I just ask and they buy. One co-worker said that they just feel sorry for me. that was Liz, no one likes her at the store anyway, mostly because she's rude... She's not very nice.

Anyway... tell me your awesome feeling news....

I WANNA KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL... anyway... I best edit some of my paper... it's due tomorrow night, I think... D:

I LOVE YOU!!!! hearing you be happy makes me a million kinds of happy.

Because I love the way it hurts....

My god... What did you do?

That's all I'm thinking at the moment. You are not a failure, this is just an obstacle, it's just something to get over.

He will forgive you for whatever it is you've done.

You are not a monster, no matter how you feel right now. This too shall pass.

I'm being mega cliche, but what else can I say?

What can I do for you to make this easier? I will do anything to not see you hurting, I would lock you up so you wouldn't hurt yourself, You are not allowed to get stuck in your head, I'm locking you out.

If only it was that simple...

I wish I was there to hug you and just sit with you while we split a giant bottle of Vodka and just chill, so you wouldn't feel alone now.

Everything happens for the reason, maybe. Maybe... That's all there is. Everything is a maybe.

I'm here, and I apologize for not writing more. I'm swamped at work, and exhausted, and everything. I wish Tom had a job already, so I can quit Walgreens and focus more on school. This job is too much, I don't care how much it pays. It's not worth it, if I can't communicate with you.

I Love you... Please don't be hard on yourself. you are my sister-soul-mate.

LOVEY

TO:

How are things going with you on the everything front?

I know everything is going to turn out fine in the end. :)

Things here are bleh-ish. My period was 2 days late and it freaked me out, although... I have nothing to worry about since Tom doesn't go anyway when we have sex, and I take my pill religiously. I have been more stressed than usual though, with work, and home.

Kellie is going insane, and it's driving all of us insane. She's puttering around in the kitchen singing oddly as we speak.

I hear thunder in the background, it's awesome.

I'm putting off doing homework. ><>

I made a signature though, for Tom and Tyler's WOW server website. It's at the bottom of the page.

I can make you one, if you want. we can have them as our signatures on here.

I enjoy doing that.

How are things with you? have you devised a plan yet?

I wish you could move out here, there are plenty of Jobs here for you to have ( no... not a stripper, although they make awesome money). And Tom can watch Claire >.> <.<

Matt can move out here too, he could find a bachelor pad here somewhere. That way: Claire won't have to travel across the country to see him.

I have to actually start my homework now... because by the time James' girlfriend and her mom get here, I have to open the window shade behind my computer and it hurts my eyes. ( Kellie wants it that way, even though she fucking knows that I can't do my homework with painful eyes and I can't stay up tonight to get homework done. I have to work in the morning, but... she doesn't care about that shit.)

anyway... I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Lovey

Nothing exciting going on here at on the other side of the united states. I'm tired as all hell, because our fan broke and the neighbors upstairs have regular wrestling matches in the middle of the night. I have to work in the morning now because Tresia works in Cosmetics tomorrow morning tomorrow and Thursday.

On the bright side... I get paid this weekend. Which I need to pay off a few things, but other than that... What would you like for your birthday? I can get you the wacom tablet you wanted, or something else.

Also I'm going to start saving up for Xmas presents.

I'll write more later, I'm just really tired and I think that I'm going to take a nap...

:) Keep your chin up lovey.

<3